Getting back in routine!

Hello!
I haven't blogged in weeks...sorry! I moved home, then the holidays hit, then I forgot one week, then I was sick. blaaaaah! Now getting back on track, though!
I love being at home so far, although it is hard adjusting to living with mostly guys again. I miss having girls around!

I have so much peace now, I know I made the right decision! Most of you know I did not have peace while I was in Georgia. I kept praying about what to do, and it was clear I needed to come home! Certain situations definitely made that decision easier, which kind of sucks. I almost wish it would've been harder =/. I love the thought of YWAM and the way Loren designed it to be! I'm definitely not ruling out going back at some point, but I will most likely be going to a base closer to home.

God has done so much in me since I've been home, I can't imagine missing it! I am now confident in who I am, not just ok with who I am. I can't please everyone, and that's totally ok =]. God has shown me exactly how "ok" I shouldn't be, and that I should be excited about who I am - He made me this way on purpose! He has also been so awesome about showing me that I am totally fine on my own! I don't need a man to complete, God does that and will always do that. I went through a rough week a couple weeks ago. It felt like Satan was constantly throwing in my face that I was alone and that wasn't ok. I was desperate just to get away from it! I really feel like God and I got SO close and intense that week because every time I had a negative thought or feeling, I would cry out to God and ask for His help. Normally, I wouldve turned to friends for reassurance. But, God made sure every single one of them was busy =] Yeah it was a tough week, but the result was AMAZING, and I wouldn't trade it for anything.

I'm currently waiting to hear back about a job, babysitting a 6 month old baby girl! I am really excited about it and I hope it works out! I need to do something, my life is starting to get boring =p. However, if that does not work out, I will continue looking until I get a job!

Something else that's up...my sister convinced me to RUN a 5K with her at the end of April. I do not run. We both have started training though, and surprisingly, I love it! My brother goes with me and runs next to me, which is very helpful and encouraging! I am going to do this thing, no walking involved =D

Ok, I think thats the extent of the busyness in my life! Hopefully, I'll be back on next week! I hope you all are doing wonderful!!

--Hann